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Well this has been my first week here in Baja Mexico. Things have been different than I expected, both good and bad. I have now worked in the Cuna (a nursery of children 2 and under) for four days. The first day there were 9 children, but two of them have been adopted. Now there is (oldest to youngest) Mayra, Lalo, Leo, Lorena, Roy, Dana, and Moises. The oldest being almost 3 and the youngest being 6 months. There are three shifts in the Cuna, morning: 6:30am-1pm, afternoon: 12:30pm-7:45pm, and night: 7:45pm-7am.
My first day of working was somewhat miserable. Being that it was my first day of ever changing a diaper it was a bit traumatic. Although after four days of working, I feel like a diaper expert. I use to think that changing a diaper just meant taking it off, and putting on a new one. But in reality each kids takes like 3 duces a day, which is now with the 7 kids a total of 21 poopie diapers to change, on top of the other 30 pee stricken diapers. All of these kids are sick, so their poop tends to be the consistency of a milkshake, but don’t let the thought of a chocolate milkshake pacify or diminish the picture. In closure of this paragraph, I have learned that a poopie diaper also means many wet wipes are in dire need.
Working in the Cuna is better now, it is manageable. I have now worked the afternoon and morning shifts, and the morning shift is a bit calmer. I have no set schedule, and I won’t ever get a weekend off. The ratio of days off is 7-8 days of work, to 2 days off. But on top of the Cuna, I will also be working the Tiendita 3 days a week, which is a shop open an hour a day.
Now don’t think that working in the Cuna is only changing diapers. These children have no parents, or do but have been taken away by DIF, which is like Mexico’s child protective services; which means that we have to do everything. We cook, clean, do laundry, and feed them, which takes a lot of patience with the babies. We bathe them, change them, put them to bed, punish them, play with them, give them medicine, and our biggest goal is to potty train them. Once they are potty trained they leave the Cuna and go to live in a house of about 10 kids, up to the age of 17 or 18.
Today went well, except for one part. One of the kids when she takes a duce while in her Cuna (crib), likes to pull it out and wipe it off onto everything, which ends up getting all over her. That happened today during nap time. That was nice.
I don’t mean to gross everyone out who read this, well maybe I do. No matter, the point of it all is that this is really hard work. It is easy to forget why I came down here, and be a bad sport. Although I didn’t come here for myself, and if I did that was dumb, I came here to serve God and to be a help to those who are in need. If I look past myself, and poopie diapers, there are these children, who have been neglected by their parents and just need love. It is sad because most people working there are like me, they have only come for a while to help out, and will be out of the children’s lives when they grow attached.
Other than work, it has been good down here. It was an easy adjustment coming down here and meeting new people. I feel very comfortable in my trailer park - yes I can now say I have lived in a trailer. Everyone has been very nice and welcoming. Well, see you all in September… maybe. Most of the people have bets that I will end up staying longer. We’ll see.
2 Comments:
Hilliary...your selflessness inspires me more than I can find words to express. I am praying for you, and not just a quick one before I go to bed. I love you, and while I can't wait to have you back here, I know that those children in the Cuna need you far far than I do...I know I've probably already said this, but I really want to talk to the staff you are working with the find out what an encouragement you have been to them! I like to hear my Hill bragged upon...
I love you.
Michael W. Smith)
Providence, Providence
See it laying down the cornerstone
The Hand of Providence - it's evident
For we could never make it on our own
Apportioning the power
Weighing all that it entails
Giving us the fulcrum
And a balance to the scales
Chorus:
Oh, the Hand of Providence
Is guiding us through choices that we make
Oh, the Hand of Providence
Is reaching out to help us on our way
Providence, ever since
Any thesis ever entered man
The Hand of Providence
Has been our best defense
Tho' his ways are sometimes hard to understand
From the dying of a heartbeat
To another soul reborn
From in between and circling
Our thoughts of love and war
I. What benefit does it yield in our lives to believe that God, in His providence, controls all things?
1. It gives us deep gratitude to God for all good things--including our love for Him and faith in Him--because all good things are from God (see Romans 11:36 and James 1:18).
2. It keeps us from despair and instead gives us patience and comfort, strength and hope through suffering and adversity. In all bad things that happen to us, we can have the confidence of Joseph: "God meant it for good" (Genesis 50:20, NASB) and the worship of Job: "...and he fell to the ground and worshiped. And he said, `...The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away. Blessed be the name of the Lord'" (Job 1:20-21).
3. It causes us to marvel at God's great wisdom because He works all things together for His glory and His people's good (Romans 8:28)--not just in spite of the opposition but by means of the opposition. He makes evil backfire and makes satan continually shoot himself in the foot because when satan intends something for the harm of God's saints, God's intention is to ultimately benefit them. This is amazing wisdom to praise God for!
4. It gives us joyful trust in God for the future.
5. It frees us to obey with confidence and security--even when obedience appears risky or "foolish" by the world's standards. Thus, God's providence encourages us into risk-taking obedience for God's great glory.
6. It gives us deeper trust in God because He will accomplish all of His purposes. None can fail (see Job 42:2 and Isaiah 46:10).
7. It gives us great encouragement to and confidence in prayer. For God can do what we ask.
8. We need never feel overwhelmed, because God is in control.
9. It gives us great courage and boldness through all things.
10. It shatters bitterness and complaining and shows us to be satisfied.
11. It makes us strong people.
12. It glorifies God.
We do not see the big picture. God sees the big picture.
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